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Mar 30

impatient


Well I started phase 1 of my bagel process (John, I'm making sure it's mastered by the time you get here). The only problem is I have to wait till the morning to boil and bake them. Oh well, I guess it just gives me time to think of toppings. Onions...sesame seeds...suggestions?

p.s. Hannah had her meeting. It went well, no hurt feelings and I'm really proud of her and exited to see her grow in this area.
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Mar 30

the new toys

Why is the edge of my rug covered in masking tape, you ask? Ah, yes, that was the time we were in seminary in Lima for a month and the dogs decided to eat the rug for breakfast. I'm just hoping they're getting all their puppy-destruction out here so that my rugs in Charlotte will stand a chance. 

PS- The ridiculous white one is not a stuffed animal. 
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Mar 30

confrontation

I'm having a situation with a neighbor and friend that is going to require an honest and gentle conversation soon. I know I need to let her know that something she did (and is doing) hurt my feelings. Confrontation. My worst nightmare.

I feel convinced that this circumstance is part of the recent and ongoing class God is giving me in personal growth. I'm grateful for that, grateful for the chance to change and to be a different person than the one I am now. I know I need this. Right now I'm just bemoaning the fact that this is happening in Peru and not in the United States. It seems 10 million times harder.

As I talked through what I want to say with Tim, I realized I have no idea how to communicate what I'm feeling and why. I had to look up how to say, "it hurt my feelings"! Furthermore, none of the translations seem right to me, which (given the strength of my dictionary) suggests to me that this is not really a concept native to this culture (much like the notable absence of "accountability" from the dictionary and the culture). 

I'm realizing also that what she did would be tolerated (although maybe not appreciated) in this culture. I don't think she'll see the heart-to-heart coming. That scares me. I don't want to come at her from behind with a brick. I feel convinced that the conversation is necessary, but I know I need to load it with grace, peace, and love. In my own mind, I also need to be clear about what is cultural and what is her.

This is so uncomfortable. Pray that the Holy Spirit would give me the right words, at the right time, in the right way, so that this conversation could be a means of grace in both our lives and not more pain. 
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Mar 29

not a priority

One of my friends told me this week that she's not sure if she graduated from high school or not. "What could you possibly mean?" I asked. Turns out she went on vacation right after the last day of school and never went to check and see if she passed her senior year. That was nearly 20 years ago. Just goes to show how important and useful a high school diploma is (not) in Puerto Supe! 
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Mar 28

if you can't buy it, bake it

Today, while searching for a homemade bagel recipe, I stumbled across an amazing cooking blog, smittenkitchen. The blogger is both a excellent writer and photographer, and I'm tempted to make every recipe listed so far.  Unfortunately, about half the recipes contain ingredients that are not available to us.

Sometimes the only activities to do around here consist of cooking, particularly sweets. I now have a long list of things to occupy my time.

Next up:

peter reinhart's bagels (I hope to make this next week)
miniature soft pretzels 
pita bread (can't buy it here, and I've been having trouble getting mine to form pockets)
crispy chewy chocolate chip cookies (a household standard for us.  Hannah and I are currently searching for the best recipe)
meatball sliders (I'm really excited about this one)
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Mar 28

earth day every day

My housekeeper takes home burnt cookies, potato peels, and broken electronics. Once we cleaned out our storage room, and our neighbors ransacked our porch for old cardboard (roof patches) and a dog bed covered in every imaginable nastiness. Today I gave some old and mostly useless binoculars to our friends' daughter. She was thrilled.

There's no trash in Puerto Supe. Only second-hand treasures. 
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Mar 27

the one that got away

Confession: I feel really silly about all the dog photos on this blog. Are we turning into "those people"? Yes, I think so.
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Mar 27

what went wrong?

Talking to my friend outside her house this morning, I noticed that she had a large (3 ft by 4 ft) piece of plywood with a Bible verse on it in her glassless window. This is not new, but I either didn't read the verse before or it's changed. It was a verse listing all of the categories of "bad" people who won't enter into the kingdom of heaven. 

First of all, can you imagine if the Finks put a giant sign like this in their front yard? The events of the day leave me remembering that we're not in Kansas, or Charlotte, anymore.

Second of all, my heart is breaking. It feels horrible that we've been here for a year now trying to extend a message of hope and change and love, Jesus's message of free grace and access into His kingdom through faith, and this is what kind of "progress" we see. 

I know that non-Christians think (wrongly, I'd still contend) that our faith is about exclusivity and superiority. I guess I didn't realize that some of the most committed members of our church think that, too. 

I'm at a loss about how to respond. I don't want to continue the chain of legalism by telling them what to do, and at the same time, I feel responsible for defending the reputation of Jesus and the reputation of our church. As I pray for guidance, I'm certain I'll need to do something. I'm just not sure what yet. 

The Bible's message is that everyone has missed the mark and that no one will make it into God's kingdom on their own (which is what their verse says). But it's also that Jesus came to open for us another way by taking the punishment in our place and offering us what we could never earn for ourselves-- the free, unmerited, crazy grace and love of God, which we receive by trusting in Christ and not our own good deeds. 

Don't people feel enough condemnation already? The Good News starts with bad news, but it doesn't end there. My heart aches to see the Church tell the rest of the story, the part about scandalous grace and deepest love, to a world desperate for hope. Pray for us.
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Mar 26

how to save your shoes

Our house is littered with trash-- 2 L plastic bottles, old rags, stuffed animal carcasses, chewed up homemade sandals (failed trials). I think it's time to buy some new toys for the dogs. 

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Mar 25

vegetarian goodness

7 weeks out of the kitchen and I am in heaven chopping onions again! This week I've been experimenting with some unusual ingredients that my mom brought me (at my request) over Christmas. These vegetarian dishes (from Moosewood Restaurant Low-Fat Favorites) have all been successful:
  • French Cassoulet (with seitan, aka wheat gluten)
  • Chilean Carbonada (again with seitan)
  • Millet Pilaf (also with saffron and currants!)
  • Tabouli (with bulgar)-- served with Tim's homemade pita bread, Greek Lima Bean Dip, Middle Eastern Cannelini Patties, and Lemon Tahini Sauce... a super delicious and fun beach picnic!
  • Persian Split Pea and Barley Stew
Next up: Kasha. The cookbook warns that it might be an acquired taste. We'll see. 

FYI the two ingredients we're really missing in Puerto Supe (for vegetarian paradise) are mushrooms and zucchini. I get so sad every time I have to pass by another recipe that has one or both of those....
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Mar 25

whistle while you work

Sorry for the blogging hiatus. We have been very busy this week jumping back into our work and life in Puerto Supe after 7 weeks away. Here are some of the things going on in our world:
  1. Our church has selected a committee responsible for defining its vision, goals, and organization. We began meeting this week. 

  2. I've been attending Al-Anon meetings in Barranca and am getting together with a friend soon to talk about starting a new group in Puerto Supe. This would not be connected to the church specifically, but I think it would be a positive expression of our social mission here.

  3. I'm revisiting all of my discipleship/mentoring materials and formulating a new plan. I hope to talk to several women in the next few weeks about forming an "action group" as a supplement to the current Bible studies in which they participate. My desire is to give a few of the more timid but devote women a space to grow together by sharing their lives and actually doing all of the stuff they're learning.

  4. Tim is teaching a friend to play guitar. The hope is that in the next year he would be able to learn well enough to lead worship at church when we leave.

  5. He's also developing profiles for all the South America Mission families and ministries in Peru. The profiles will be used to give the Board of Directors a sneak peak and reminder before their visit at the end of April. 
Whew! We're busy! More later. Right now I'm off to continue my "action group" research and planning (on the beach... I know, being busy is so tough). 
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Mar 22

posh no longer


While we were in seminary, our housekeeper decided to brush Taza's hair. Somehow she managed to pull out huge chunks of it (she swears Taza didn't complain). As you can see, it's growing back darker and coarse. Not so lovely.

From what we've read, it sounds like it will take up to a year for her skin to recover and the hair to grow out normal again. Or this could be a permanent "do." Poor thing. 

PS- While we feel super grateful for all she does and is, let me just say that having a housekeeper is not necessarily all it's cracked up to be. You just never know what you might find when you come home!
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Mar 21

crazy rainbow... or "solar halo"

Have you ever seen anything like this? Or even heard of it? A huge circular rainbow crowned the sky this afternoon as Tim and I took our picnic lunch to the beach, trying desperately to extend the summer as long as possible. 

I didn't have a camera with me, but I promise that this stock image is pretty much what we saw. 

There's something so perfect and hopeful about a rainbow-- and this one in particular! Without delving into its real theological significance, I happily receive it as a reminder of God's love, mercy, and faithfulness. I'm safe in His world, in His hands. 
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Mar 20

final week of discipleship course (vol 1)

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Mar 19

who doesn't love a roadtrip?

Hannah and I just started thinking creatively about how to take Ellie home with us in a year from now.  At 120 lbs, she's over the weight limit for checked baggage and would have to sent cargo in a very large and expensive crate which I've yet to find (she has to be able to turn around and stand up in it).  Furthermore, she can only be shipped as far as Miami.
 
One idea: buy a 1965 VW bus and drive back on the Panamerican highway.  Afterall if we'd have to drive from Miami, why not start in Lima? These buses are very common in Peru and normally serve as combis (Peru's version of private city buses).  They're cheap, easy to come by, unassuming (granted, we need to be a bit more conservative than this with the paint job) and we could possibly sell it for double the cost in the US.
 
Who knows if it will happen, but we think it would cost the same as flying home (or less), we'd have a car when we got there and we'd get to see all of Central America on the way. I have been warned by my brother to be careful. He likes the idea, but he's worried I'll become the weird uncle who still lives in a van after 20 years.
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Mar 19

books

While access to books in English is pretty limited here, the good news is that I have such an abismal memory (specifically about books and movies) that I can read the same ones over and over! Half of my vacation reading was vacation re-reading, but I'm no less refreshed and inspired. 

If you're interested in Christian books, these are all worth checking out (maybe even reading twice, or as in the Nouwen case, I think this was my fifth read):

A fresh look at Jesus that makes me love Him more. For some reason, I used to think Yancey was a fluffy and cheesy writer (before I read anything he wrote). Not true. Engaging and sharp.









A controversial author with a lot to offer. I'm revitalized as I remember the point of all of this-- that the gospel is about the presence and power of God invading and transforming our world. 









One church's story and direction on how Christians can (and should) make a positive impact on the communities around them. This seems obvious I think, but reading it this time reminded me how far I'm falling short. As we head back to Puerto from vacation, I'm praying that these principles would shape my next year (and my life).







"Reflections on Christian Leadership" that continually leave me challenged and invigorated. Smack in the middle of our two years here, this message proved exceptionally timely. 









Direction for understanding different sections of the Bible (based on genre mostly) and for making valid connections across the huge cultural gap (to us). I'm amazed that this task could be so simple and so challenging at the same time. 







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Mar 17

back to the desert

Cartagena to Panama City to Lima. Only one step more (Puerto Supe), and we're leaving it for Thursday morning. 

I'm sitting in the SAM Lima Guest House listening to the whir of the ceiling fan-- such a comforting, homey feeling somehow. While Lima is not my favorite place in the world, it always seems to help ease me back into Puerto Supe after being in some more exciting, glamorous place (which Cartagena definitely was). 
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Mar 15

sunday already?




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Mar 14

cartagena is caribbean





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Mar 13

canons and cloisters



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Mar 12

cartagena





We tried windsurfing today. Very fun and fairly successful, except that we're completely worn out after an hour and a half of it. Hope we can still walk tomorrow. 
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Mar 11

the hippest hotel I've ever stayed in







Hotel Casa Lola in Cartagena, Colombia.
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Mar 10

a quick day in panama



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Mar 09

a man a plan a canal: panama

Hello from the Lima airport. We're waiting to board a plane to spend one night in Panama (a voluntary extended layover) and 7 in Colombia. 

Here's what you should know about Panama: 

  • Panama was the first Latin American country to adopt the US dollar as its currency . It's the same bill, but they call it the balboa. 
  • The Panama hat is made in Ecuador, not Panama.
  • John McCain was born in the Canal Zone (at that time, US territory in Panama).
  • From the Volcán Barú, you can see the Pacific Ocean and the Atlantic Ocean at the same time.
Here's what else I'm expecting: really hot weather. 

Besides seeing exciting spots like the Canal, we're hoping this trip will give us some fresh energy and relieve some of the burnout we're feeling after a pretty intense year. I'm grateful for the opportunity to travel around South (and now Central) America, but what I'm really looking for today is a break. 
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Mar 07

why you should go to the new york, new york las vegas hotel & casino

Without a hope for resurrection and everlasting joy with Christ we all tend to treat this life as a place where we have to squeeze out as much pleasure as we can and take as few risks as we can. Because there is nothing else. -- John Piper

As I was killing time at a friend's house last week, I came across this ad in a November issue of People magazine. I think I spent more time contemplating it than any of the articles. I was baffled. It seemed to me that some marketing guy had looked up 1 Corinthians 15:30-33 and thought, "Gee, this would make a great ad for a Las Vegas hotel!" Here's what the apostle Paul says (from The Message version of the Bible):
And why do you think I keep risking my neck in this dangerous work? I look death in the face practically every day I live. Do you think I'd do this if I wasn't convinced of your resurrection and mine as guaranteed by the resurrected Messiah Jesus? Do you think I was just trying to act heroic when I fought the wild beasts at Ephesus, hoping it wouldn't be the end of me? Not on your life! It's resurrection, resurrection, always resurrection, that undergirds what I do and say, the way I live. If there's no resurrection, "We eat, we drink, the next day we die," and that's all there is to it. But don't fool yourselves. Don't let yourselves be poisoned by this anti-resurrection loose talk.
If the premise of the ad is correct, if one day you'll just be dead in the ground, nothing left but rotting bones, then really you ought to just go spend your time on all fours at the New York, New York Las Vegas Hotel & Casino. Restraint is foolish. As the New Living Translation says, "Let's feast and drink, for tomorrow we die!"

I certainly shouldn't be living in Puerto Supe when I could easily afford to live somewhere else-- with constant running water, peace and quiet, people I can relate to, grass and trees, restaurants and grocery stores, air conditioning and heat. 

I'd like to say that even if I did believe all of this, I wouldn't fall for the "life" offered at the New York, New York Las Vegas Hotel & Casino. I'd like to say that I'd pursue comfort and joy in gourmet food, extravagantly lush living, quality things (my current temptations). I almost did say it (write it) in fact. Then I remembered how I spent my first few months of college, the last few months before God turned my life around. Suffice it to say that I have no proof that I wouldn't be working at the New York, New York by now.

Well the truth is that I don't believe one day I'll be dead. My understanding of life is that there's this one (short) and the next one (forever). The choice I make in this one-- to put my faith in Jesus or not-- determines my joy or pain in the next. I absolutely disagree with the premise of the ad, and because I do, my view on how I should use and spend my life is drastically different. 

Some famous philosopher (I can't remember who for the life of me!) asserted once that even if Christianity weren't true, it would still offer the best way to live. Paul disagrees. In his same letter to the Corinthians, he says, "If our hope in Christ is only for this life, we are more to be pitied than anyone in the world" (1 Cor 15:19). If one day I'll just be rotting bones, this ad is smart and I'm the dumb one-- wasting my life away when I could be having loads of fun in Las Vegas. 

"But since Christ has been raised, and since by trusting in him we will be raised with him, then this life of radical, sacrificial love is not to be pitied" (John Piper, emphasis mine). Pity the one who falls for the New York, New York trap, but don't pity me. I've got an eternity of joy awaiting me, and the hope of it brings joy and peace in the midst of any suffering I'm experiencing here. 
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Mar 06

airplanes


Yesterday our friend David took us to the SAMAir base to show us what he does all day. We really enjoyed seeing the planes and the lake. Wish we could live on a glassy lake in a lush green jungle!
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